(click this if yer too freakin scared and need to take a breather!)









- I looked up at the mass of signs and stars in the night sky and laid myself open for the first time to the benign indifference of the world.











name: jay


age: 23

sex: male (he/ him)

location: texas

about me: a jaded punk from southern tx cycling between states of mania and confusing everybody around me in the process. To cope with the constant stream of vitriol that bounces around my head, which has been the only constant in my life so far, I write music and I write narratives, each never achieving realization. My body is a temple, decrepit and crumbling with the passing of time, I fill it with the love my friends give me, and whiskey, and whatever else I can get my hands on. Though I sound angry and worn down, there are times when I feel the warmth this world can give, in nature, art, and the people I surround myself with. But if you are reading this, know you will never hear from me during these times.

Music: Emo (Title Fight, Basement, Tigers Jaw, Glocca Morra, Free Throw), Hardcore (Cold World, Expire, Knocked Loose), Pop Punk (TSSF, No Pressure, Crucial Dudes)


film: Donnie Darko, SLC Punk, Trainspotting, Candy

books: The Stranger, Franny & Zooey, Homage to Catalonia, The Trial, Breakfast of Champions

Music: Emo (Title Fight, Basement, Tigers Jaw, Modern Baseball, Free Throw), Hardcore (Cold World, Expire, Knocked Loose), Pop Punk (TSSF, No Pressure, Crucial Dudes)


film: Donnie Darko, SLC Punk, Trainspotting, Candy

books: The Stranger, Franny & Zooey, Homage to Catalonia, The Trial, Breakfast of Champions